As for the next day, I kept convincing myself to not do anymore exercises and just free my mind, until the Maths period. I was totally freaked out. Even it looks quite simple, but I just could not freaking solve it! Sure I did flunk my tests twice in a week, after Physics exam earlier. Just when I was about to lose control, I heard lots of sound around me, discussing how simple the test was. Shit, I teared pieces and pieces of foolscap but the others just used a piece of it! How sacarstic. I kept quiet packing my stuffs and left.

Update: 14/40 for Trigo. Eeeeek.

I went home and prepared for Bon Odori. On the way home, mom kept complaining after I told her that I flunked my test once  again. Complaining that I go out too often, and that starts to neglect my school work. Heck, who does not want to get superb results? Only the top three can enjoy the outings during free time? Duh.

Went to school and I followed the buses to Bon Odori. I did not quite talked on the way, maybe because of the test, or just simply too bored? I am just not in the right mood to talk, while others were talking like machines, non-stop, and some over the other side were waving to the drivers on the road, trying to attract their attention. It is kinda fun, but a no-no for me at that time. All I did was just trying to sleep.

Once we reached there, I was walking all alone till we reach the stadium, and luckily I saw HsinYee standing by the entrance. Lol. We then waited for ZhaiYun together, and then started our food hunt. ;D

The first impression I had upon entering the stadium was like OMG, WTH is this? All I see was a stage at the center of the football field and the tremendous crowd all over. Those guys on the stage were performing some kind of drum performance which I wasn’t even interested in. We then proceeded across the football field to hunt for food! Yummy.

Guess what, the first banner that caught my attention was the Bread Papa’s. I sure miss those creammmmmyy puffs very much! Too bad that we were late, the puffs were sold out and we have to wait for 15 minutes. To our disappointment, we left with a bottle of passion fruit Esprit. RM7 for a bottle.

Next, we thought of eating something cool and bought 2 ice creams, not the ordinary Cornetto or Potong, the Japanese ice cream. Yummy! RM12 for two. The ice creams did took us ‘some effort’ to eat cuz it melted almost instantly. Green tea ice cream with red beans, yumm!

The ice cream did cool a little, but we were just way to hungry to just settle down with that. We bought two bentos next, one beef and another chicken, for RM20. *drools* Kinda expensive. Then we decided that it wasn’t enough still, so we went on hunting for more Japanese delicacies, and settled with two boxes(which was actually only 10 pieces) of fish balls for RM10(I think).  The barbeque stall next to us then stimulated our salivary glands that we just couldn’t resist the pleasing barbeque-tic aroma that passed our nose. Despite the present long queue, we queued up just for the grilled stuffs but ended up with a unagi don. RM10. Not bad still. Then, we passed on Sushi King for Ramen, the superb yum-yum noodles. $7. Opps, I nearly missed out two California rolls for RM12. At last, we went back to where we were at first for a dozen of creamy puffs, RM48 and 2 Espirt, RM14.

That's 3 hungry human! Eating RM140 worth of yum-yum.

Finally, we found the company of guys. They have got something nice too, flavoured ice, or should I say coloured ice? Not one, but 7 different flavours. When everyone got bored of it, we started mixing them up like what Dexter does in his laboratory, and viola, rainbow!

Initially...

Everybody started mixing up the ice!

And viola!

When everybody finally filled up their stomach, we started hunting for fans. The guys have got a few, but continued hunting for the others. It seemed as if we were stealing, that even a stall owner turned back and said “Itu saya punya” to (somebody). Gosh!  After that, we captured some group photos and went back to school.

Showing off our fans.

Us. (:

I kinda love the expressions.

"WOOOOOOOOW", WeiYi.

Woots.

On the way back, we jammed up some tunes, and sang birthday song to a birthday guy. The guy proposed to her girl. Woo. How sweet.

That’s all(Way too long?). Bye. (:

School life is super duper hectic, totally drained by the time school ends. Haven’t done anything great lately, screwed quite a lot of things, and finally the first semester came to an end.

It’s the second semester now, and yet more things to do than ever. 5 hours of bedtime daily, am I going to collapse any soon? Paul, please predict. I wanna do better this semester, lol.

That’s all.

Bye.

Fine. Mebro ended up going home earlier,
So I had myself a cup of mocha.

In a great atmosphere,
In a quiet room,
We talked ourselves into a pure silence.

Feelings that were once absent, surfaced,
Tears rolling by the eyelids,
Listening to the melody of oldies,
Thinking of your lips, that’s spelling part.

A way of no return – it is.

I ♥ AustinChase. Starbucks outta my way (:

It has been 3 years since I last ran so much one shot in day. So it is 11km this time.

Seems adorable.

Proof? (:

We’ll get one of those strings used for marking upon reaching the checkpoint. It should’ve been red-yellow-grey. Instead, Joy and I, ran till the second checkpoint, and we’ve decided to wait for XieYing and ZhaiYun who were far behind us.

Coincidently, we saw WenYee while waiting for the two slowpokes , and we’ve decided to do something stupid, right at the center of the cemetery, under the red hot sun. We immitated WenYee who was directing the participants the way. Ah, fine, and finally they both reached.

We guys never ran, but walked throughtout the rest of the journey insted. We get no free 100 PLUS, and no grey marking in return. How sad.

Nevertheless, I certainly feel more like doing exercises now. Weehey. It doesn’t sound that bad after all.

26/04/10

It’s her big day! LOL. Fine, happy birthday BoonZhen.

28/04/10

Now that I’ve brought back my HDD and RAM from the IT room with joy, not until now that I discovered something bad, something really really bad.

Heesh, I carried the whole freakingly heavy CPU to the downstairs, and of course the moniter – the fat CRTs. Plugged back the HDD and RAM and everything else, power on, and disappointment comes in. The damn thing powered on for a few seconds, and off immediately. Awh, c’mon, not when I really need it please…

I then did a test for each of the component, and I finally announce the death of my HDD. It went kaboom! RIP!.

R.I.P

29/04/2010

Nothing special for today. Just, the interclass badminton competition. We lost, with the absense of some players, and some *other* factors. Lalala, we still lost!

Now I officially announce this – I suck in sports!

Shadows flashing back, it’s a déjà vu.

Nightmare’s finally over, with several sleepless nights, but that torture is quite worthy, at least to me. Things seem to get clearer. Being busy really does help. And I’m fine, again! A big thank you to those that’ve walk me through all these, and even sacrificed their good night sleep. I’m pleased.

More and more challenges ahead. Cheers (:

I’m fine with the lessons.
Sounds good, but I’m done with everything else.

Can I be set free?

I haven’t had the mood to concentrate in class since the beginning of school. It seems like I’ve given up everything. I’m just not in the right mood for anything, yet.

Disasters. Nightmares. I am so annoyed. I’m going to collapse anytime soon in the future, perhaps. I’m in need of a shoulder to lie on.

You aren’t happy.
Are you?
Forget about it and get your life going. I’m sorry, daughter.

Everytime when I need somebody to stand by me, supporting me, comforting me, giving me advices, I often find that I have to scroll through my whole contact list, or even for a second time. I couldn’t find the shoulder that is just fine enough for me to lean on.

While everybody else is busy with some other serious things, I just couldn’t suit myself into the right mood for it. I started to neglect homework, neglect my studies. I felt lost.

I need somebody to help put back the pieces of my shattered heart back together, when it suffers from another hit. I need somebody to enlighten me the way, whenever I have doubt. I need somebody, that understands me inside out. Were they any difficult?

I lost my temper. I lost my patience. I lost my consciousness. I lost everything. I don’t care.

But, I don’t want to loose anyone of you!

§

Truth or Dare, a game that I hate, yet like alot – at least it confirms me that I’m not alone. But words just couldn’t describe my heart after all.

I’m sorry, if I hurt anyone of you, without even noticing. I’m sorry, if I was too mean. I’m sorry, if I lost my temper on anyone of you.

I’m really sorry.

Heh, a little update here on life recently. Well, 4sZhong, not as bad as I thought, but the only thing is that, it’s really quite though to be in this class – at least for me. The first test was over, I did really badly.

The road ahead is going to be tougher. It’s not going to be a great year for me. I’m exhausted.

Well, as usual, hanged out with friends after that. Weee, went countdown with HoLee and KY. Hees, thanks for the great Christmas Eve, and the first hour of Christmas we had together. Cheers! (:

Hohoho. It’s Christmastime. (: Merry christmas to all, may all your wishes be granted, and be happy throughout the coming year.

Christmas treat for all this year. x) Merry christmas.