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It has been a long time since I last blog from the bottom of my heart, jotting down everything that had happened throughout the time, joy or sorrow, literally just everything. Gone are the times that I blog about the little bits of life, which I used to enjoy very much, though sometimes ended up splitting into tears.

Everytime when I need somebody to stand by me, supporting me, comforting me, giving me advices, I often find that I have to scroll through my whole contact list, or even for a second time. I couldn’t find the shoulder that is just fine enough for me to lean on.

While everybody else is busy with some other serious things, I just couldn’t suit myself into the right mood for it. I started to neglect homework, neglect my studies. I felt lost.

I need somebody to help put back the pieces of my shattered heart back together, when it suffers from another hit. I need somebody to enlighten me the way, whenever I have doubt. I need somebody, that understands me inside out. Were they any difficult?

I lost my temper. I lost my patience. I lost my consciousness. I lost everything. I don’t care.

But, I don’t want to loose anyone of you!

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Truth or Dare, a game that I hate, yet like alot – at least it confirms me that I’m not alone. But words just couldn’t describe my heart after all.

I’m sorry, if I hurt anyone of you, without even noticing. I’m sorry, if I was too mean. I’m sorry, if I lost my temper on anyone of you.

I’m really sorry.

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February 1, 2010 – 10:53 pm
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By Kelvin Lee
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7 Comments

  1. onion

    woohoo~same prob with me leh~XD

    Posted February 2, 2010 at 3:54 pm | Permalink
  2. Mel

    woi don’t emo bah. :) )

    Posted February 3, 2010 at 7:23 pm | Permalink
  3. jing

    ah gor waa. ><
    u dint finish seeing ur contact list la.
    or my number u accidentally dlt d?
    i can giv u 1 more time de werh. XD
    TeeHee. Dont b 2 pessimist la. Evrything will b okay de.
    Anything can find me de. Dont c me so sampat leh. I noe hw 2 listen de.
    I noe my shoulders nt as big as urs la. Bt oso enuf 4 u la. Ur head isnt tat big wat. XD
    Heees.

    Gayaos luhh. (:

    Posted February 5, 2010 at 6:40 pm | Permalink
  4. HuiMin

    Dad, please note that my shoulders are always there for you and don’t feel sorry when you lose your temper or what, cos it’s very common to have frustration, plus don’t emo la. don’t upset. kay??

    Posted February 6, 2010 at 6:30 pm | Permalink
  5. wweoi

    Dear daddy,
    You won’t lose anyone
    I’ll always be by your side, ready to listen

    Heart isn’t meant to be decribed by words
    It is shown

    Posted February 7, 2010 at 2:53 am | Permalink
  6. shin

    hey don emo..
    stay happy …
    happy chinese new yr waa^^

    Posted February 12, 2010 at 5:59 pm | Permalink
  7. HuiMin

    Update, please. Thanks :)

    Posted February 18, 2010 at 6:45 pm | Permalink

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