IMspiration

Well, half a day before the UEC result was being officially announced, I was way too lucky to be able to check my result first. Great, 7A’s, what i expected, I would say.

And hours before the official announcing date, the link to the results was spreaded, and all of them, those that were online, have got their result at that particular moment. First, it was WeiYi, then daughter/2, XinYee, Felicia, and finally, daughter. 8A’s, that’s really awesome, and perhaps, dream come true. Congratulations (: Well, at least it’s not going to bother me into some serious brainstorming.

Hmm, as for myself, straight A’s? Great… NO.

Well, as time passes, I couldn’t quite stand it anymore. I checked it, once again. A-A-A-A-A-A-A… And lastly B! Yes, my heart shattered this time. Ask me again for my result, you’ll get “7A’s, B for art” instead.

It doesn’t seem like there is much difference between 7A and 7A 1B eh? Well, compare a piece of white paper and another with a little dot on it.

Since when have I become the one that actually just mind or even bother about alphabets? I really have no idea, what’s it with me now? Are they really that important? Perhaps, I am a hypocritical individual. Seems fine from  facial expressions, but a totally different story inside.

“Well, art is neither my cup or coffee(tea?) nor what I am good at. What is it to be blamed then?” That worked for quite some time.

“Why couldn’t I do that, when the others can?” I have a weak spot for that, just exactly what I couldn’t get over in myself.

What does it feel to have overdone others? I don’t really understand what I’m thinking. It’s just a small little matter that involves just simply alpahbets. It’s not gonna take my life away, nor end the world ealier… so?

Perhaps,

Being happy doesn’t mean everything’s perfect
It means that you’ve decided to look beyond the imperfections

Simple. yet meanigful. (:

Daughter, I dont wanna revenge (YET), worry not.