IMspiration

Life has been kind of busy recently. Tedious books to memorize and exams to prepare for. Don’t even stand a chance to sleep longer during the weekdays.

I’m having difficulties making decisions quite recently.  I’ve been wondering about my future since the second semester of the year started. Science stream, or art stream? While some of you out there might just say “Science stream, of course!”, but, I just can’t stand out with a definite decision.

Am I going to continue working on machine languages, photography, or perhaps, music? I’ve been working with machine languages for quite some time, I like photography, but I’m desirous of learning music too. Should I get more lenses, or to pick up a piano? Is it too late to start learning music? Really doubtful.

I’ve always been seeking to prevail over others. I never live comfortable without those pointless comparisons. Nobody can ever outdo me, I always tell myself. And when I failed, that’s when I give up everything, end up being a useless junk.

Despite being indecisive and doubtful, truth is always the truth. Upcoming tests: BM, Bio, Chem and Moral. Perhaps, I should get off and start studying.

It’s the third year. And perhaps if it could happen again, it’s a no-no for me letting it away like it did. 0726.