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It has been a long time since I last blog from the bottom of my heart, jotting down everything that had happened throughout the time, joy or sorrow, literally just everything. Gone are the times that I blog about the little bits of life, which I used to enjoy very much, though sometimes ended up splitting into tears.

Everytime when I need somebody to stand by me, supporting me, comforting me, giving me advices, I often find that I have to scroll through my whole contact list, or even for a second time. I couldn’t find the shoulder that is just fine enough for me to lean on.

While everybody else is busy with some other serious things, I just couldn’t suit myself into the right mood for it. I started to neglect homework, neglect my studies. I felt lost.

I need somebody to help put back the pieces of my shattered heart back together, when it suffers from another hit. I need somebody to enlighten me the way, whenever I have doubt. I need somebody, that understands me inside out. Were they any difficult?

I lost my temper. I lost my patience. I lost my consciousness. I lost everything. I don’t care.

But, I don’t want to loose anyone of you!

Truth or Dare, a game that I hate, yet like alot - at least it confirms me that I’m not alone. But words just couldn’t describe my heart after all.

I’m sorry, if I hurt anyone of you, without even noticing. I’m sorry, if I was too mean. I’m sorry, if I lost my temper on anyone of you.

I’m really sorry.

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February 1, 2010 – 10:53 pm

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Life updates.

I’ve finally decided to update my rusty blog!

Heh, a little update here on life recently. Well, 4sZhong, not as bad as I thought, but the only thing is that, it’s really quite though to be in this class - at least for me. The first test was over, I did really badly.

The road ahead is going to be tougher. It’s not going to be a great year for me. I’m exhausted.

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January 24, 2010 – 7:20 pm

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Season’s greetings (:

Wee. PMR result is finally announced. Congratulations to all who achived their goal, and as for those who didn’t, try harder next time. Good luck (:

Well, as usual, hanged out with friends after that. Weee, went countdown with HoLee and KY. Hees, thanks for the great Christmas Eve, and the first hour of Christmas we had together. Cheers! (:

Hohoho. It’s Christmastime. (: Merry christmas to all, may all your wishes be granted, and be happy throughout the coming year.

Christmas treat for all this year. x) Merry christmas.

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December 25, 2009 – 12:02 pm

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The little dot

Well, half a day before the UEC result was being officially announced, I was way too lucky to be able to check my result first. Great, 7A’s, what i expected, I would say.

And hours before the official announcing date, the link to the results was spreaded, and all of them, those that were online, have got their result at that particular moment. First, it was WeiYi, then daughter/2, XinYee, Felicia, and finally, daughter. 8A’s, that’s really awesome, and perhaps, dream come true. Congratulations (: Well, at least it’s not going to bother me into some serious brainstorming.

Hmm, as for myself, straight A’s? Great… NO.

Well, as time passes, I couldn’t quite stand it anymore. I checked it, once again. A-A-A-A-A-A-A… And lastly B! Yes, my heart shattered this time. Ask me again for my result, you’ll get “7A’s, B for art” instead.

It doesn’t seem like there is much difference between 7A and 7A 1B eh? Well, compare a piece of white paper and another with a little dot on it.

Since when have I become the one that actually just mind or even bother about alphabets? I really have no idea, what’s it with me now? Are they really that important? Perhaps, I am a hypocritical individual. Seems fine from facial expressions, but a totally different story inside.

“Well, art is neither my cup or coffee(tea?) nor what I am good at. What is it to be blamed then?” That worked for quite some time.

“Why couldn’t I do that, when the others can?” I have a weak spot for that, just exactly what I couldn’t get over in myself.

What does it feel to have overdone others? I don’t really understand what I’m thinking. It’s just a small little matter that involves just simply alpahbets. It’s not gonna take my life away, nor end the world ealier… so?

Perhaps,

Being happy doesn’t mean everything’s perfect
It means that you’ve decided to look beyond the imperfections

Simple. yet meanigful. (:

Daughter, I dont wanna revenge (YET), worry not.

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December 17, 2009 – 1:20 am

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2009

Finally, one month of hol’s gone, and left with a half-month full of anticipation and anxiety. Sunway trip, HuiMin’s farewell, YeeTeng’s farewell, and the finale of the school 90th anniversasry celebration, well, that’s pretty much going to lead the eventful year to an end.

Well, the dinner was kind of okay, I think. Performances, er, well, so-called “24drums”, harmonica and the chinese orchestra are the only better ones. The others, forget about it.